My Holy G-d hates sexual immorality that includes homosexual conducts. In Genesis 19, G-d brought two whole cities down to ashes due to their perverse sexual immoral living. My sign does not have any hateful words but points out that such gay sex act is immoral in the sight of my G-d. When they insulted me and hated me with throwing burning cigarette end, foam spits, and fxxx words with flipped middle fingers, the verse that Jesus said to his disciples appeared in my mind constantly, " They hated me first before they hated you. Do not be afraid. The world will hate you because of me. "
Sometimes, I told them that they hated G-d first before they hated me, but they argued that they did not hate me, in fact the words saying Gay sex is immoral is very hateful. I argued with them, do I have rights to express that I do not agree some conducts? like murder, stealing, or rape? Do I have right to express what I believe freely as they choose gay sex freely? How can my expression of my belief become hateful as no words on the sign condemn the gay people but their sexual conducts? If you do not believe there is a just G-d, why do you feel being provoked or become anger with me? from where do your moral or conscience come if they were not from G-d?
Many of these homosexual people scoffed at me, spit at me with foam, or kissing before my presence, or mimicked their sexual actions in their mouths, how could the Lord not be grieved when these perverse acts displayed before Him? Many lesbians told me that they love gay sex and do it every day. Then how can they repent and sin no more? With a scoffing expression on their fa ey said that it is impossible for them not to engage gay sex. What a sinful people. Their hearts and minds have been deeply darkened and blinded. I warned them repeatedly that there would be a judgement of what they did and said after their death. They must repent in order to gain forgiveness of their sins. They laughed hard and shook their bodies away. O, Merciful G-d, forgive them. They were blind and ignorant.
Many gay men even challenged me by telling me, they are gays, and asked "How can Jesus love them?" I looked into their eyes and told them that if they choose to repent, their sins can be forgiven. Then, they asked, what happened if they choose not? I knew their testing and told them straightly, " there is a judgement of how you lived in this world after your death. You will bear the consequence of all your choices." "okay, I do not believe or care what will happen after my death. I will enjoy my gay sex" Did they hear not the good news? they did. Did they know not how to turn from their sinful ways? Yes, they did. Did they choose not to repent? yes, they did. Did they refuse to follow Jesus? Yes, they did as they answered "No way for them to follow Jesus." Why? Because they knew that if they choose to follow Jesus, they cannot enjoy their gay sex life. What a pity to learn all their fallen thoughts and minds. These elegant, good-looking, and hunky young men or boys, they even did not know what would be the consequence of what they said. This is what the devil has achieved and achieves constantly: Deceiving their hearts and minds with ignorance and self-proud and selfishness. May the Lord forgive them when one day some of them will come back to Him.
One young North Vancouver boy stood out so much on Saturday afternoon. When he started to talk to me, out of blue, he said with an angry voice," where did you come from? Did you learn the freedom from here and now to protest what the freedom has given to us? Go back to your boat and go back to where you come from. You are not belonged to here." His very discriminatory speech even provoked other by standing people who wanted to ask me some questions. He kept shouting at me about the sign saying gay sex is immoral and wasteful. I told him not to be criminal by saying those very discriminatory words. I ordered him to shut up as his speech constituted a crime against me. When I tried to take his picture and to record his words, he fade away quickly. I met him on the way home while I was passing by the buss stop where he was waiting. I tried not to have eye contact with him as he appeared very angry towards me still. I did not know whether he is gay or his brother or friends are gay. but one thing I know, he did not like to see any sign saying that gay sex is immoral. He knows not that covering sins or rewarding sins will cause the evil never to leave. May the Lord have mercy over him.
Several Christian brothers or sisters came to me and suggested to me that these words shall be removed from the signs and preach only love to the people. I was quite shocked at the first. some even accused me to be following devil because I did not display love towards gay people. I replied to them calmly by saying that giving pain killer to cancer patients will not heal anything but lead them to death. what the Lord has led me to do is to warn those who persistently conduct immoral sins to repent. I always preach first that Jesus loves each one of us. On my signs, John 3:16 is displayed as well. I told gays that I hated them not but hated gay sex as my G-d hates.
on the other side, a hungry boy picking food mixed with dirt on the ground is printed with sorrowful words. All homosexual people said nothing or expressed their compassion or care to him. What a vivid contrast between two group of people.
Some Christian warned me not to be a hypocritical evangelist like many ex-ones whom he knew. I could not speech more. I fast weekly to remember their (those dying kids) pains and sufferings that I could not help. I save meals money in order to help them while my debt is pilling up. I go to street for them every weekends since August 2012, in rain, in snow, in cold, in wind, in sunshine, and in health and in sickness. Even with a broken voice recently, I continued to labor under the commandment. If I was a hypocrite, would a hypocrite do what I have done? give even when he has no money? labor even when he was sick? I do not fabricate a story to win your prove, as the One whom I labor approves me. How did I know? Because He constantly strengthens me, restores me, and heals me, even not always in fullness. One testimony I can share here is the following. On June 15th 2013, due to so much stresses upon my business and faithful work on weekend, a painful blister was growing inside of my lip when I was preaching on Sunday. When I was going home, the blister was growing bigger and bigger. I felt the skin was almost burst due to its continuing growth. After I arrived home after 7:00PM, my family already finished dinner and had nothing left for me. I was so tired and did not want to cook anything. I dug out some vege-salad and warmed up some left over that I cooked on Friday. I started to eat. As long as I put some vegetable into my mouth, I felt instantly that the blister was gone. I was so astonished. I knew immediately that the Lord had removed it instantly. Can a touch of vegetable remove a painful blister immediately? that will be a miracle. I finished the food and went to brush my teeth and prepared to go to rest. while I looked into the mirror, a black line was observed clearly inside of my bottom lip. It appeared that it was healed by a laser burn. My heart was so joyful as I knew that it was the Lord and his mercy, although I had no idea how He or his angel did it. Hariluya to the Lord. Praise and honor to be Him forever and ever.
Through these close silent caring and loving, how could I know Him not as I experience his power and mercy constantly? How could I refuse to labor for him and compromise his words by fearing for my own life? Is he not my strong hold and fortress? If he does not like what I do, I believe that he would have sent me a vision or a word to change me or redirect me. Yet, his continuous providing and healing tells me that he approves what I do. He knows me. How joyful has my heart and soul been as he loves me in such a way I could not repay. What I have done is what I must do and shall ask nothing more for reward. May He continues to lead me and strengthen me so that I may finish all the work that he has given me to do. May his Name be praised and lifted up forever. Amen.